Thursday, April 09, 2009
vanakkam!!!!
haha... i am blogging after such a loooooooooooooooong time. life is pretty boring and mundane now and it will be like this till next year november(i hope).
damn, the last time i blogged was the 3rd of jan. it has been 4 months already. 9th of jan is the date i lost all my freedom, whereby i sold myself to the government to serve the nation. i am currently in the commando training institute. yes! i cant believe i am in there too. me being a commando trainee is the most shocking thing that has ever happened to me. it is both good and bad at the same time. my bmt there was really like hell but i am fortunate that i was able to be in the bunk full of fun people that gives me a reason to looking forward to booking in. had lots of fun and bad experiences there. i will never forget field camp when i really missed home so much.
life has been tiring lately after getting into my new post. i must have lost some weight. that's great! haha...
i really miss my friends so much. now very little time to spend time with ma bitches. cant wait for the next block leave so that i can really get loose and go wild with them. haha.
hmmmmmmmm.... i am back to lazy to type more....... i will try to add more later................... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Saturday, January 03, 2009
there hasnt been a night, a moment or a second that i never think of you. i will of think you so much that i will start tearing uncontrollably. but i shall stop doing all this shit. i have tried my best! i have brought myself so low just for you and all i ask is just some hope. nvm... i shall leave you to be yourself and i want to be back to myself....
Thursday, January 01, 2009
1. Do you have secrets?
- yep big dark secrets!!!
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
- not really
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
- i want now!!!! right now!!! haha
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-put it in my bank?
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
- y not?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved by someone... i'm lazy to do the loving
7.List out 10 favourite things that u like
-1.stone
-2.bitching
-3.irritating others
-4.ordering people around
-5.eating like a pig
-6.shades
-7.my handphone
-8.my bed
-9.my pet
-10.promiscuity
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-come up with a plan!!!! haha
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-yes!!! start bitching about people haha....
10. What makes you sad?
-regrets
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-i thought the world is ending in 2012
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
- me myself and i
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
-handphone!
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
-single and rich!
15. What is your favourite colour?
-orange?
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
-3somes!
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- see the situation
18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
- i like you?
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
- friends?
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
- noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
5 ppl who's goin to do tis survey.
anyone who wants to do it go ahead. i dont force.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
hi everyone!
recently i have been through many ups and downs even though i'm like suppose to like enjoy my holidays and stuff. but no, boredom will get you to soooooooo many shit.
ever since the terrible break up with someone, i have been going through lots of shit. but i guess that even if i never break up other shits will crop up and will be giving me headache. sometimes i will miss that someone so much that i will just lock myself up in my room and emo for a while. then there will be poeple who suddenly appear out of nowhere who show mega care and concern. then i will start having feelings for them but in the end nope cant work out. haha... nvm
2008 has been rather quite fast. i think it was thanks to the A levels. i miss studying for a moment. i miss the hectic lifestyle where i had to rush through all my homework and stay up late for so many nights studying. haha. i'm mad! i am sure i gonna miss my classmates who have been with me, tolerating all my nonsense and shit during lessons. haha.
adlin! really gonna miss her irritating voice and entertainment.
dorry! you have been the closest friend in school. really know all my shit.
han!!! the craziest bitch i have known. haha
alamak... alot of people... i lazy type for all one by one... overall, you all rocked my world!!! seriosuly, i am very happy that i stayed back in freaking innova. i just my love my school. the only time i hated it was the stupid prom. they should have done it better la big time.
haha. i loved my class. but nothing like 4e2 la with mr wee around. haha.
i liked my teachers except for 2. haha... i guess by now you all should have known who.
k now to my new years resolutions:
- quit smoking
- try to do well in ns
- settle all my debts asap
- make more friends
- try to find someone asap. haha
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
hi people. i was mega bored and i saw that my blog was mega pathetic. so decided to update. haha
'a' levels went like shit i guess. i cant remember much about what was i worrying about now. haha. i have a feeling that i might have to redo my 'a's and i am hoping so much to do it. seriously i think that covering the jc syllabus in 2 years is quite short. i need more time to relax and study at a relaxed pace. haha. but right now, i think i have forgotten like almost half of all the topics already.
i will never forget this experience when my mum brought me to watch this tamil movie on the last day of my exams. i had to say ok so as to cover up some problems we had recently. the thing i didnt know was that the movie was only released for just 2 days. the movie name is, if i'm not wrong, 'vaaranam aayiram'. the actor was surya with 2 heroines. the movie the 1st part was nice and freaking sad especially when the 1st heroine died. yes! it is a tamil movie of course you will have to feel sad for it. haha. the cinema was as expected full of indian nationals. i had to sit beside this guy from india. walao... so irritating. at any important scene he will start banging the chair's side and i will be like ooooooooooooooooook. funny people
next day went to sunway lagoon with a friend! wooooohoooooo! enjoyed the nightlife there. mega fun! only thing was that not enough money for shopping. haha
then we had prom nite. it was not worth my money i should say. the organisation really sucked big time. the food was nothing great. i only liked the satay. haha. then after that went staright to chalet. had a great time there. i will never forget when we were so bored that we mute the drama and started coming up with our own dirty stories. haha...
have been going out a lot lately. so no more money seriously. mega broke and indebted. haha. ns is coming soon and i have been trying to prepare myself physically but i need to somehow get rid of my laziness ah.
recently went to penang. had a good time there because i was staying at a 5 star hotel. haha. my sister was able to get it a cheap rate through her work. only my parents and i went. we were there for my cousin's wedding. i only talk and see that cousin of mine only on deepavalis. haha so you can guess how close we are. we were like country bumpkins in the hotel la. the breakfast given was great! we like took a lot of servings haha. we walked around in the hotel as if it was our home. i was wearing shorts and mum was wearing her house gown. lol. i made full use of all the hotel facilities. i did my hair there, used the gym and the swimming pool. the gym was really gooooooooooooooood. haha... you can have your own personal trainers for free! everything was on the house!!! hahaha.
i didnt attend the wedding because i knew i will not enjoy myself. haha. so only attended the dinner reception. it was ok. it was something new. they had satay and teh tarik stalls as part of it. then food was great. got some weird things happened la. better not to say it out here. lol.
hmmmmmmmmmm.... i went SHISHA!!!! o ya wait, i'm sick of sushis for now! haha shisha was boring. i dont get anything from it. i was like ok... will never go again. would rather go clubbing than this thing. hahahahhaa.... k laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
as usual i farking lazy already... will update when i'm bored again k... chao
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
HELLO
hey people! i hope you all still remember me. k the last time i blogged properly was really long ago sia. this shows that i have been really busy with school work, social life and family.
recently my 2nd round prelims just ended. it got screwed up. i think this is the most screwed up exam ever. let me announce the results...
H1 GP - i got a freaking S
H1 Geog - i got a freaking U
H2 Physics - it is either a S or an E. the teacher until now never show the final grades.
H2 Chemistry - B... damn i expected a freaking A
H2 Mathematics - i got C but i got a B k... miss wong was just lazy to add and change everything
so emo-ed for a few days. damn it is so difficult to emo with such friends in school la. lol.
my life is becoming very boring la. everyday study and study. where got time to enjoy la?... i forgot how the night life is like. oh ya it was so random that i, yaoqi and kaiyuan went drinking. haha... i remembered that it was mega random la. then got drunk. but i still can remember what happened. we started bragging in the mrt train and treat it like it is our fathers' train.
recently i dont know what's really happening to me. maybe it is just a phase of attaining another higher level of maturity. i have started to become very philosophical nowadays. thinking about all the current issues in singapore and around the world. i'm just finding the proper people to share my thoughts with.
oh ya!!! i have been watching quite a number of thai films!!!! they are really good. you should watch 4bia!!!! really scary! i remember i was really disturbed by it for at least 2 days la... i watched it with chris. i was like no mroe please! please! i cant take it anymore. got 1 point of time i was really scared that i juz take my bag and cover myself. but the fun part was that the whole theatre was screaming together. then everyone at the sides of theatre started moving to the centre for maybe i think they felt lonely.
then i watched this movie called 'The Bangkok Love Story'. it is movie about gays. it is really nice sweet love story but with a few disturbing scenes. the really love weak hearts should not watch the ending. if not you can really cry.
then another movie is 'The Love of Siam'. it is also another nice gay story. K dont think i'm gay k! it is just that i happened to watch it la. haha... this story is better than bangkok love story. if you really engaged with the story, you can really cry for it. the person who watch it must be love appreciating and quite patient type. i felt so sad for the character in it.
hmmm... alaaaa.... lazy to type more la... sorry... hehe
Friday, September 19, 2008
due to a very normal request, i have to say this!
MY EX GF HANISA IS DA BOMBXZXZX
ok the end!