Sunday, April 20, 2008
k my life is getting very bad for the past few days. i'm really getting lots of bad luck la. last week i lost my freaking wallet. i'm really getting hit by karma. but not at this point of time. it is really depressing to get lots of bad news at 1 go la.
on wed last week, i had canoeing. i was in a rush as i had something on. then in the rush i dropped my wallet in school. i was really very relaxed about the whole thing. i didnt panic or anything. this was because it was lost in school. SCHOOL! i was so confident that some kind soul will pick it up and give it to the General Office. but no! that idiot did not give. he is really stupid! i dont know what the hell is he doing with it. especially with my IC and ezlink card. i have like cursed him so many times so far la. by now, he should be dead already. now i have to spend lots of money for a new IC and ezlink card. bloody idiot that fellow.
then i made a police report at police post near my house. i dont know why i was afraid to go in. i think since young i have a phobia of entering police stations. then this officer never greet or anything, then just asked 'what?'. then i just said i want to report the lost of my wallet. he talk to me as if i am a culprit or convict. then he never tell me what to do and stuff. how the hell would i know? as if i have been losing my wallet mant times already. he really pissed me off la.
then comes pw results. it was really like shit!... i was so expecting a B so badly. seriously. for all the hard work we did, we should really get a B la. but we got a freaking D!!!! damn it! i was really shocked. i was like what the hell! then we read the AI thing. everything was fine except for the WR. i thought our WR was really perfect or something la. from the way our ST mr tommie chen commented on it, we thought we did a great job. the mistake we did is we didnt send the our WR for other STs to look through and get many people's point of view. many people's point of view is more reliable than a single one. damn it! wasted! argh!!!! D sia!!!!
then come the freakin PTM. my parents are really over reacting to my results. stop it! i am really stressed! i'm like freaking first person in the whole family tree to enter a jc. so i'm like suppose to do my best. parents! i'm not studying for the sake so that you guyz are able to show off or something. i am studying for my own sake! and dont anyhow say stuff to my teachers when you dont really observe me. omg, especially my dad. he really told the not true stuff. he said i always use computers till late night and sleep late and wake up late. dad!!!! that was freaking during the march holidays! when i had no school. i really told him off until he couldnt answer my questions. irritating!!!!
argh!!!! i lazy to type more....
